At least that is what I wanted to say. But I nearly broke under pressure. For those who have worked with me, they know that it’s not easy for me to get pressured and that I usually am calm and collected and even work better under pressure.
Today was different. Maybe it’s because I’m with a new company. Perhaps because I’m around new people? Or maybe it’s because I’m so scared of looking incompetent for this position.
I know what I’m doing, I’m confident in saying that…
“No… I don’t feel any pressure right now.”
Janina San Miguel, if it weren’t for your funny moments and this line that kept running through my head today, I would’ve ultimately broken down.
Breathe Aubs. Breathe.
Wait, you can’t. Your sinuses are blocked and you are running a fever.
Talking in third person. Meh.
Let’s change the subject.
Today I dressed up and looked like I was ready to for a run. The end.
This is what pressure does to me now. Random verbal vomit.