If there was one thing I suddenly realised while playing my usual minesweeper at the same time discussing with a friend that I needed more work to do… Was that part of the reason why I chose this job was because of the schedule of working hours. After work, I’m too tired and it doesn’t give me enough time to think.
One thing I have been avoiding. Because when I start thinking, it starts playing with my feelings. And once my feelings are played with, my tear ducts leak. Like a burst pipe. Cause when I start to think, I start to realise things. And when I start realising things, it eventually leads to having to accept and deal with things.
An elusive look at what is really happening. I just don’t know if I can do that.